Today is the 21st day of ibrance the oral chemo. I was so ready for this day. I have been counting down since the beginning. I have never been so happy to see an empty pill bottle. Thank God I was able to complete the first cycle. I get 7 days off. I technically am not sure why I get 7 days off but I hope it gives time for my body to recover. I also finished my booster chemo injections so now I will get the injections once every month. I bombed my blood test this week . Everything was low WBC, platelets, hemoglobin, potassium, etc. Dr. Citrin said we will continue the high dosage of ibrance and Faslodex for now. If the blood tests still come back low then may have to lower for the next cycle. I have to get my blood test every two weeks here. The results are sent to CTCA. My potassium levels are so low, I get to add potassium pills to my daily pills. All of this may explain why I am so tired.
As a result of the low platelets, my injections bleed for a while and left some pretty bruises. Needless to say I haven’t been sitting for long. I am sure they will get better soon. I thought, not that anyone told me it was the case, that these injections and oral chemo would be easier than the IV chemo I had the first time I had breast cancer. I guess each type has its own side effects. One is definitely not easier than the other though. Or, I may not want to remember how bad the first chemo was. Other patients have told me that the side effects can differ with each cycle. I pray it gets better with time. I know a lot of other patients have a lot more side effects than I do.
I know that this is a long-term plan. It was great to hear Dr. Citrin say that I was doing great so far. I know that God is with me!
My first oncologist Dr. Fernette used to tell me
Isaiah 41:10 fear not, for I am with you; be not dismayed, for I am your God; I will strengthen you, I will help you, I will uphold you with my righteous right hand
There have been many days that I have prayed to not only to take the cancer away but to also make each day better. I know that God is right beside me and will get me through this like he has everything else. I know my faith, attitude and all of your prayers and support will see me through this. I pray for all those going through hard times. Even though things may be rough some days, I know that there are some people way worse off than me.
Psalm 55:22 Give your burdens to the LORD, and he will take care of you. He will not permit the godly to slip and fall.